ah!!!!!!
i hate my life.
i am struggling to break the shell which hides the real me from the rest of the world.
but everytime i try this....
something succeeds in stopping me to do so.
i dont know what the real reason is!
but, life these days just sucks!!
tensions everywhere...
i feel i am a failure
because i fail to satisfy those who matter the most...
here i am wasting my precious time on this blog which hardly will bring a change in my life.
maybe i am here to make some confessions...
yes, i really do hate my life.
i am not strong enough to end it.
i am not yet capable of changing it.
But i will change it someday...
my life hangs on just this one hope
that one day ill change the way i live...
ill replace the hatred around me with love.
my mind screams!!
can i succeed???
can the hatred ever be replaced?
i dont think so...
this feeling of hopelessness is all what i can see around...
i have no way to accomplish what i want to...
things distract me..
events distract me...
everything distracts me...
i dont know where my power of concentration has gone!
i cant explain my state to anybody.
no one is aware of the real me...
and i know that no one will ever bother to try to break the shell i am in....
there is the question of if they tried then will they succeed...
when i come to think about any person with whom i have shared all my secrets...
the answer is no such person exists.
All know tiny bits of me. not even i myself know all about me.
then how can i expect someone else to understand!
i am just typing senselessly
without any sense of what i am saying.
but it is helping me get over the frustration which keeps bothering me...
life sucks and unless a miracle changes everything around
i guess it will keep on doing so...
Oh!
HOW I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!
2 comments:
Heya,
I wonder why do u hate your life so much...it's gona sound very lame and boring if i were to tell u the same old.." we shud cherish it..we shud live it to the fullest"
I guess ur in sum deep thoughts...hang in there babe...i do understand what it feels like...
sumtin like having the whole world's burden on your shoulder...
Hey u know what..most ppl wonder what u do..some watch wat u do..and I think u are or ur in the process of making the world happen...
was browsing thru and found that ur a Mario Puzo lover..
so thatz where i clicked ur site...
"Ill give u n offer u can't refuse"
Loco,Malaysia...
hi there!
awww.....
life is a misery every body hates life no prob abt tht.... the miseries end when life ends.
everybody lives his life.only fakers live others life...........to be yourself is all that you can do.....Also it is better to be a loser than a coward.Fight bravely no matter u r loser or a winner.it only matters how u fight.only ur parents and very good frndz are those who matter u d most so thy feel best 4 u.so thy r always be with you and satisfied from you even if ur a losser or a winner.
hmmm 4 d second para ppl love u... thnk abt tht..... ur family, and there will be many....don't think like a pessimist. u hav a long life to go insha Allah.remember time changes every thing.
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Someone falls to pieces
Sleepin all alone
Someone kills the pain
Spinning in the silence
To finally drift away
Someone gets excited
In a chapel yard
Catches a bouquet
Another lays a dozen
White roses on a grave
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
Someone finds salvation in everyone
And another only pain
Someone tries to hide himself
Down inside himself he prays
Someone swears his true love
Untill the end of time
Another runs away
Separate or united?
Healthy or insane?
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
And even when you've paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up
With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck
don't lose any sleep tonight
I'm sure everything will end up alright
You may win or lose
But to be yourself is all that you can do
To be yourself is all that you can do
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i hate my life soo much but i never said that.coz it hurts my family and my frndz...... so don't talk abt it fight like tipu sultan till end.
you should be a loser but not a coward...
no body hates you they hate themselves... take a deep look around your world life is precious.its for u.be happy wid tht gift.
tc
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